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This is not the time for acting like a eunuch. On the other hand, that is time for the battle. 

1. I have performed many sacrifices. 
2. I have given away Dakshinas to Brahmanas, 
3. I have obtained the attainment of all my wishes. 
4. I have listened to Vedic recitations. 
5. I have walked upon the heads of my foes. 
6. My servants have all been wellcherished by me. 
7. I have relieved people in distress.
8. I dare not, O foremost of regenerate ones, address such humble words to the Pandavas. 
9. I have conquered foreign kingdoms. 
10. I have properly governed my own kingdom.
11. I have enjoyed diverse kinds of enjoyable articles. Religion and profit and pleasure 
12. I have pursued. I have paid off my debt to the Pitris and to Kshatriya duty. 

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